Monday, June 16, 2008
...on the unexpected
first and foremost, we know the bastard likes to be cruel to folks.
i never really figured out why i am.
maybe it's extroverted self loathing.
maybe it's some elaborate revenge for things not turning out the way i always planned them (like i ever had a plan in the first place).
generally i just blame it all on YOU. because it's easier than taking responsibility for my cruelty (oh it's a living, breathing oraganism. let it run amok like it's fucking genghis khan).
anyway, i saw this couple while getting some dinner with the boy and the chairman and listening to them, they were a ripe candidate for trailer trash on a date but, i caught them at a moment when they were discussing their shared pain about relationships. and after they left, i looked at the photo and realized that i caught that moment instead of this man's ridiculous mullet. i caught some shared introspection.
it kind of robbed the whole situation of it's cruelty. so i leave it at that. now you go to hell.