...or was the spark ever there in the first place?
late nights make the bastard think of doing the wrong thing instead of getting one hot and a cot.
"we drink and we dry up and then we crumble into dust."
i think listening to the hold steady makes the bastard want to get drunk at night.
I think the hot meal is going to win though. sometimes being old has it's advantages. you lack the wherewithall.