this is…

the bastard has been watching "this is England" of late

and perhaps it's the exhaustion…

perhaps it's the whiskey…

perhaps it's because alot of it hits close to home in a roundabout way…

perhaps it's because one of the main characters reminds me of the boy…

perhaps it's because one of the main characters reminds me of me…

but it's tearing me up inside…

I need a rest

—the bastard